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MerlianNews.com Personal Dialogues Merlian News: Merlian News has learned that you are conducting a workshop next March 2005 on Dreams. When did your interest in dreams first start?
They couldn't hear me no matter how much I screamed for them. This dream haunted me for a long time and I have recurring dreams and nightmares about mazes. When I grew older, I read dream dictionaries and found them utterly useless, very narrow in scope with no cultural context. Then I began experimenting myself with dreams and inducing lucid dreams. I found this much more helpful.
About four years ago, I discovered an ability to interpret dreams. I only began doing workshops on this subject this year because I wanted a solid base of case studies before I taught others what I had learned. It's been such an amazing experience. I've stopped nightmares, insomnia and even sleepwalking in people through the techniques I teach them.
It doesn't need to be the size of a full pillow, a dream pillow is usually about the size of a cd. Stitch two of the sides while thinking about what it is you want to know. You can play some meditative music while doing this and a nice rose-scented candle can be lit to provide extra atmosphere. Then fill the pillow you've made with dried rose petals and hot spices like cloves or peppercorns (I vary the spices according to what I want to induce). Then you stitch up the last side with the spices in it. You can then put it under your normal pillow, state an intention as to what you want from your dreaming that night and sleep on it!
The strange thing was that I was a grown woman, despite being a child in reality. There was another woman there who was really scared about how we were going to get down and I smiled to her and said that it was fine, we'd climb down her ear. When I awoke, I wrote this dream down (I had been told to keep a dream diary by my parents and I've done that for many years now). Then a few years after this, my cousin returned from Nepal with two deity masks. One was of a Boar-headed god and one of a black-skinned goddess, who I recognised from my dream! I begged my cousin to give me the mask and it has been the centrepiece of my altar since.
I truly believe that you don't cultivate an interest in Paganism, deities call to you and you are honour-bound to respond. My belief in certain deities, angels and other entities certainly does not mean that I don't believe in the Divine. The exact opposite in fact is the case.
I believe in God, the Divine, the Source, whatever you want to call that pure creating energy, but I believe that the nature of the Divine is too profound and incomprehensible for a human being to sustain contact with and so aspects of divinity are the best way toward gaining spiritual growth. It is similar to the notions you find throughout the West African traditional religious systems whereby you have the Creator God and then you have a pantheon of gods who interact with human beings. Merlian News: How do you integrate your pagan beliefs with being a modern day editor and writer? There isn't really any tension between the two. My job as an editor is to only commission and write about that which my readership will find interesting and that which is in keeping with the magazine's brand identity. My personal beliefs inform what I do only insofar as I won't do work that I find boring or immoral. I think modern day life is actually very suited to the individual's search for spiritual meaning because we get so many opportunities to grow through the challenges of modern life.
Merlian News: Like me you grew up in a "psychic family ", can you talk a little about that. My father is an astrologer, Sufi practitioner and holistic healer who uses psychic techniques to "see" illness in people and help them. My mother has the sort of sharp intuition that only a true adept at psychic work would have but she has it naturally. My sisters are both also very attuned, with the youngest having very strong healing powers and the middle one channeling amazing things through her art and creativity. So pretty amazing folks and a family I'm really very grateful to have been born into. Merlian News: Did it hinder or help you as a young child? My own psychic experiences probably hindered more than helped in that other children didn't understand what I was going through and thought I was a little weird. But my true friends stuck with me through the weirdness. I wouldn't have it any other way though!
Merlian News: How do you see yourself twenty years from now? I'd like to be living near the sea and with some woods nearby. I'd like to be writing and painting full time. Apart from that, I don't like looking too far into the future because I think you miss the beauty and joy of the present if you do that too much. You will never live through today again so best make it a good one. Merlian News: What do you think your main contribution to the world is? Really good hair? Seriously, I think only others can judge that and even then only after you die and the full span of your life can be evaluated so I'll wait for someone else to answer that at some point in the future.
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